I am getting desperate...the time is clicking by and I am not any closer to reaching my goal of fitterness by Christmas than I was 2 months ago when I started this.
I am just not motivated at all to exercise...I am considering a "Survivor" diet...ever notice how skinny those people get in about 9 days of being on that show???
I think that I am in a place where while I am not happy with my body, it is not grossing me out enough to do anything about it...of course this is also because I am avoiding mirrors when naked.
I will not give up though because even if I don't meet my Christmas goals, overall fitness is not something I am willing to toss....I want to be happy with my body, feel good about myself and be healthier. In other words I want to be a hotty again...haha. I don't think that is too much to ask, regardless of my age.
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